i hate saturday late nights. esp. when i have nothing to do. sux.
but its over and i have another 6days.
hmm. mfs paper is 2 days away.
and one side (the side with my mum's voice) of me is shouting: "you should be studying!"
the other side (my voice) goes: "but its still early. (1.12pm) and my brain works best at night." *flashes million dollar smile*
so. now what.
i shall listen to myself of course! haha. i mean who else knows me better than myself? right?
also, im rather having a hard time bullying my brain into some concentration. =(
oh well. maybe a lil' bit of slacking will bring about some inspiration which will somehow lead me to believing that nothing could possibly be more important than to study for this mfs paper. who knows.
besides, i have already studied 2-out-of-the-4 examinable topics. (thats 50% and i have the rest of today + 2morow to study the other half) so im kind of complacent now. haha.
anyway. tuesday falls on 31st July. which is kq's bday. which is also harry potter's bday! *GASP* maybe i better check if he has a scar somewhere....
ok lame.
i have to go now.
-bye
1:05 pm
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news Thursday, July 26, 2007
lets take a break from our hectic schedules (project deadlines) and have a look at the world....
i shall be yr news reporter today/night, update yr abit on what the rest of the world is up to (doing).
yes thats right lose yr eyebrows amongst yr fringe and go like this --> O.O
"..has so far been snapped up by 1,000 singles."
lol.
ok thats all peeps. theres still alot more news obviously. but im freaking tired now.
she mo.. you need to slp too right.. haha.
i shall be back tmr night. no worries no more news report. i promise.
but for now. goodnight ppl.
~bYe~
To: meow --> good luck!!!! lucky no.7 huh. haha.
12:31 am
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happy jody day. Tuesday, July 24, 2007
just in case my comp die on me. i shall upload some project stuffs here.
im continuing on the cfas proj. these are the 'money' or credit we are gonna use. 100mil - rach 50mil - wf 20mil - malc 10mil - bear 5mil - jody theres 3 more left to be done.
we will be printing only the white ones. obviously.
black ones will use up loads of ink. they are there because its part of the steps taken.
i know 2 words are undoubtedly at the back of some of yr heads. "hell notes" if thats the case. (and you know perfectly well that you are INCAPABLE enough to do something like that.) then i will advise you to get a life and to f**k off. really.
im not trying to be cocky alright. im just not in the mood to listen to miserable ppl's comment on things thats way beyond their capabilities right now. zzzz.
of course i know the rest of you can do much better than me. by all means comment. i will heed.
im feeling very miserable now. fuck.
11:54 pm
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chio!! heh heh.
its doesnt stand for Billabong ok.
its.... oolala.
bonjour.
haha. its for our cfas proj. we are expected to come up with a boardgame with cfas elements. damn it.
the first pic is of our logo. and i really like it. =X
of coz this is just the easy part. i did those in 15mins. (muahahahaha!!)
the difficult part is the planning of the game itself. we have to brainstorm the rules and everything. which is not done yet. sian.
so all in all. i had been kept busy the past 7 days. shifting rooms, airport, projects and all. but i had fun also. whenever you dont see me online, at night, it means im out. or whenever you chat with me and i did not reply, it means im out + using someone elses comp. haha.
i shall keep up with your soon. hopefully. aiya. basically wf is still wf. except maybe a new haircut.
i look so boyish now. not that i think i looked man-ish before. but i think i look more boyish now. erm.
ok. whatever. just know that i had a haircut.
oh. and. my first paper will be on 31st. which is like next tuesday. damn it x2.
oh look! its freaking 2.25am already. lol. goodnight ppl. see your in a bit.
im gonna look for.... *look at weishu* "PLEASE dont INTRUDE again. i will make sure i throw you your float so you wont drown." hahahaha.
~bYe~
1:14 am
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(Breakups are like ulcers....) Tuesday, July 17, 2007
MFS solo-presentation is finally over.... OH YES!! its been delayed for 7weeks (teacher got sick, CommonTests week, SARS excercise, etc.) imagine that. tsk. nevertheless its gone and it wont come back..
though i didnt get the grade i had expected. but its ok. im still happy.
i got a B.
you know the weather is so freaking hot these days im surprised there hasnt been any reports on ppl getting heat strokes. its really soooo HOT + STUFFY + HUMID + whatever. feels like im in india sometimes. haha.
and the worst part is. i really hate perspiring. it makes me feel "YUCK!!"
ESPECIALLY when im wearing formal.
.fcuk.
i will feel sticky all over and i will get more self-conscious than i usually am. tsk.
i do NOT have BO ok! i just hate feeling dirty. haha.
alright, i dunno whats making me say this.. but i firmly believe that when you are taking photos of yrself. there will definitely be this 'pose' that you will look good in. no matter how -erm- you may look in real life. so the pic of yr eye candy you see on friendster, might just be a deception. like almost everything else. unreal. fake.
oh. just now, i cabbed home with Rachel and Matthew (new friend) after presentation. the driver, he told us he stayed in the states for 3years. and he was telling us how different it is. the way westerners and Asians date.
for Asians, everything is perfect during courtship. but after the couple gets together/married. they wouldnt bother to dress up nicely and all.
whereas for angmohs, he said, the ladies will dress like its their first date even when they are at home waiting for their husbands to get home from work.
just makes me wonder how very different homo sapiens treat the ppl they love.
THE EXAMS ARE COMING!! muahaha!!
(didnt mean to bring your back to reality in such a cruel fashion but didnt they say the truth always hurts.) anyway. im going to get my engines rolling reallll soon. yes damn kiasu right. muahaha. new me = new policies.
while im on this topic. i will like to announce, to anyone who knows and/or cares, that i am no longer a saddict. I QUIT IM THROUGH WITH IT. or rather, THEM. muahaha. damn im good. i did something my dad failed to do for what? 35years? ok maybe its becoz i havent totally (as audrey put it) sank into the 'dark side' yet. haha.
i deleted the previous post since youtube has deleted the vids. so i see no point not deleting. heres one that wont get deleted.
but kanna cut. lol. dont blame me ar. i didnt do it alright.
ok. bedtime.
~bYe~
(....unbearable....) (....but when you wake up one day....) (....you will realise that it wont hurt anymore...) (...thats when you know you have 'moved on'....)
9:47 pm
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wooo Wednesday, July 11, 2007
theres no school 2morow.. YES!! WOOOO!! =D coz of some SARS shit.. or is it Avian Flu?
ohh whatever.. the bottom line is.. there will be no class.. muahahahaha..
planning to stay over at Rachel's 2morow.. but theres class on wed.. AND.. i have something that night.. with Kenton and peeps.. though its not confirmed..
and i can tell i will be uber shag when i get home after wed. (its damn fucking fast lah. i can still rmb my entry on how i love Wednesdays)
OH YA!! i have decided that, from now on, i will lead a healthier life.. after seeing my stamina drop like siao this evening..
and the first thing im gonna do is.. to stop 1234567890 *look at jiakhee*
*and smile* =) haha!!
also.. i will be eating loads of fruits..
and.. in another shot at gaining weight.. i will have second helpings every meal..
so in no time.. you can see a fatter.. fuller.. healthier.. ME.. whahahaha!!!!
but now.. im gonna enjoy some dvds.. and maybe.. FINDING NEMO again.. haha..
meow..i understand why you are hooked now.. though they are of different types.. haha..
alright.. time to zhao.. take care ppl.. shldnt be seeing me here till after thurs i think.. so yr have my permission to not visit me here until then.. haha.
~bYe~
6:58 am
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
oolala.. its raining.. i love it when it rains.. provided that im at home AND im not intending to go out in the next couple of hours.. damn nice.. esp when your abt to slp.. WOOOO.. shiok!!
haha
last night was damn a feeling one.. lol.. i think not being able to get a tan (due to the morning rain, that i guess most of your dont know about) is in fact a blessing in disguise coz otherwise we would have been too tired..
anyway, we had dinner at crystal jade.. had laaaaa mian.. $10 per person.. cheap!! haha
and we headed over to wala wala.. happy hours, 1 for 1.. need i say more?? cheap!!
after that.. we headed our way to sentosa.. (ch drove us) oolala.. its what 11pm+?? stayed till 2am+ i think..
yeah yeah say all those sarcastic things you can think of "bo liao" or whatever shit.. just because you have never spent hours long with true friends....
so i guess we will never share the sentiments on this.
oh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY haha..
ok.. im reading this article on weird jobs.. and they give a list of 10.. it goes from Brain Picker to Dog food tester to Condom tester (snigger*) to.. Odour judge (holy shit??)
YES..odour judge.. theres even a pic..
oh..look at the auntie closest to us.. shes literally pressing her face onto his armpit lah.. GOSH. ..yuck..
but the words on top are quite funny.. "so you think your job stinks?" haha..
wah damn sian.. 2morow's class starts at 9am.. ending at 4pm.. T.T and im VERY determined to go this time.. oh yes.. i just implemented a 'new' policy.. its called..
Summer Nerd haha..
i was considering.. sexy nerd, my nerd and what nerds around..comes around..
but decided to use summer nerd in the end.. since its summer now.. (in the west)
in any case.. according to this policy.. i have to make myself present at every single class, be it lectures or tutorials. mfs and investment lectures are exceptions.. haha
ok.. my bed beckons....
oh before i forget.. wf havent change alright.. im just going with the flow of things.. i dont wanna think too much.. for now..
~bYe~
10:49 pm
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maybe i should do the same.. "jk jk only" "lol" HAHA!! (ok. insiders joke)
damn tired.. eyes damn dry.. damn it..
~bYe~
3:55 am
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im no Saddict ok!! but they are! haha! Thursday, July 05, 2007
oh..how i love Wednesdays.. no school 2morow!! brilliant!! =D
lets see.. today.. what did i do? i was supposed to go for treasury lecture at 9am.. but i slpt at 7.30am.. and erm.. i think you guys can guess what happened next..
bingo.. i overslpt..
but i had to drag myself off my bed at 12.30pm.. coz i had investment tut at 2pm.. damn sian.. you guys know how it feels like right? you are so freaking tired, you feel like skipping class but you cant! coz you already skipped twice (HAHA!)
and so, i was to be found sitting on the train to school at 1.45pm.. knowing full well that im gonna be late.. but couldnt be bothered just then, coz i was JUST TOO TIRED.. T.T
25mins later.. i was in class stoning.. staring at the teacher and not taking in a word hes saying.. apparently malcolm was feeling worst.. he simply had his head on the table and dozed off.. he didnt slp at all coz he was doing the TR project.. (look at previous entry for more info) haha..
after class.. i accompanied rachel to c1.. coz she had to eat.. and i was waiting for malc and jody.. i had this mad urge to do something..
by the time rach's done with her food.. malc and jody just came down.. so we went and you-know-what together..
and -er....- caught us! damn.
but surprisingly..she joined us.. haha! (i know everything sounds damn porn now..)
after that.. the 3 of them went off for some meeting.. and i went home with -er....-.. *looks at weishu* home as in i returned to my home.. and her to hers.. haha!! idiot.. oh ya..i thought of a new nick for you already.. ask me when you see me alright.. its damn cool lah.. bet you are gonna LOVE it man.. zx and kh likes it alot.. haha..
and speaking of kh.. i feel that he knows me best now.. damn feeling.. i reckoned if theres anyone who knows what im going through now.. its him! hes the guru.. haha..!!
oh ya.. i have a primary school (yes..primary school..no typos here) gathering this Saturday.. DAMN FEELING LAH..
but i told them im not going..
i have already made a deal.. anyway kh's not going.. and i dont wanna feel weird there.. i mean we hardly ever see each other, obviously there will be loads of awkwardness and looking-at-phone.. and i hate those SHIT-uations.. sorry, but its just not me..
i am.. guess your already know by now.. the first timeS yr hang out with me.. i will be dead cold.. but once i get used to yr presence or scent or sight or whatever.. i can be damn noisy.. even when im tired.. thats a fact.. just ask the peeps.. they know me best.. haha..
ok look.. i know i have been posting entries that are damn bloody LENGTHY and WORDY.. and needless to say.. FUCKING BORING.. but bear with me for a bit?
coz very soon, i think i wont be blogging anymore.. u see.. i feel that this blog has served it original purpose already.. which was to complete the stupid CIP thing in year1.. HAHAHAHA!!
so i think its time for me to close the chapter.. but i wont be deleting any of these entries.. coz some of them were truly classics..
not to worry.. im perfectly fine.. you will still be able to see me walking (not drifting) around.. its not like im gonna die or something..
anyway.. my eyes are nudging me to go to bed.. going somewhere 2morow..
PRAWNING.. (when you want to fish its fishing..hmm..i guess yr can work out whats prawning already) tsk.. hopefully its fun lah.. if its not.. then i will drown her.. muahahahaha..
ok.. bed time..
i really love wednesdays.. really.. LOVE THEM.. haha.. enjoy yr thursday people..
~bYe~
3:11 am
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TR Tuesday, July 03, 2007
its 5.31am.. ahhhh!!!! not that its unusual for me to be awake now lah.. but our Treasury project is still not done.. and its due in what.. another 5.5hours?? haha.. so screwed right..
fuck.
talking abt fuck.. i wore this fcuk shirt for presentation just now.. (i know there isnt much link) and ppl, its NOT supposed to be tucked in.. peeps has been coming up to me and asking.. "eh why isnt yr shirt tucked in?" so i repeat.. its supposed to be TUCKED OUT.. AND.. i DONT look like a waiter ok!! *glare at jere* haha..
anyway.. the presentation was quite good.. was actually waiting to be bombarded by questions (thanks to jody and herman) but not many came.. so, considering its done at the very last min.. (we were still adding slides in when its our turn to present lah..imagine that) i think we did reasonably well.. indeed, i feel we ought to be congratulated.. haha..
and now.. a question to ponder.. "does excessive gym-ing makes you dumb?" lol.. im serious! people who gyms alot DOES seems to be getting more stupid.. thats what we noticed..
and heres the scientific reasoning..
do you not agree when i say that blood will be 'pumped' to your muscles as you excercise? and in that case doesnt it makes perfect sense that lesser blood will flow to your brain..? (i mean you can only have that much blood in yr body..you cant possibly generate more blood just before exercising right..) hence, with lesser blood coursing through the veins in your brain.. it follows, naturally, that there will be lesser oxygen heading in that direction.. and as a result.. you will, theoretically, be dimmer..
however, if you dont frequent the gym, this 'process' is not permanent.. the oxygen level in your brain will return to its 'normal' level in no time.. BUT! if your life is all about gym.. then.. good luck ar!
of course.. i might be totally wrong.. or maybe this theory doesnt apply on all humans.. in any case.. we shall test it out someday.. find some dude who wants to gym.. give him a couple of simple mathematical calculations.. and test him again after hes workout.. haha..
alright.. i feel the need to stress this point.. im was NOT targeting anyone in particular ok.. its just a thought..i have no intention of insulting anyone.. and.. im not saying that exercising is not good ok.. on the contrary, you people should start/continue exercising..
of course i cant stop you guys/girls from telling your friends or whoever, that i wrote this.. but if they feel insulted and gets pissed at me.. i wont care.. if however, they want to be our 'lab rats'.. i wont mind.. seriously. haha.
ok.. try as i might.. i cant delay the time i start doing my TR project any longer.. =( strictly speaking, its more of malcolm and jody's job to do this.. but hey.. we are a team.. and if they fail to complete it on time.. (and it seems very likely now that jody is slping like a pig) we ALL die.. so i might as well lend them a hand and we survive together right.. haha..
i know my style of writing has changed again.. why? i have no idea.. haha..
alright.. i REALLY have to get started on the project.. my eyes are getting very tired already..
take care people.. dont chiong till too late k..
~bYe~
To: jay's wife --> meooow..thanks..!!
9:40 pm
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PROJECTS Monday, July 02, 2007
its tuesday 2morow.... and on tuesdays, i have MFS..
ok..MFS lessons are no big deal.. but theres a presentation 2morow..
ok..presentations are no big deal either.. but we havent finish it yet..
THATS a big deal.. haha..
i feel so screwed.. its only monday and im already hoping its sat.. hmm.. 07/07/2007.. the only thing thats gonna keep me going this week.. and its not the live earth concert.. haha..
speaking of live earth.. its really bloody hot/stuffy these day isnt it.. bloody hell.. so stop breathing people! STOP BREATHING! every breathe you take produces CO2..
"we are NOT exaggerating!!" haha..
anyway.. im finally done with my Citibank brochure..
oolala.. looks professional right.. oh man..im good.. haha..
2morow's gonna be my first presentation of the semester.. wish me luck folks..
~bYe~
9:01 pm
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this must be karma for eating too much beef and killing too many ants Sunday, July 01, 2007
im back.. again.. coz i wanted to thank some ppl. weishu k.jeremy malcolm jody rachel jiakhee for the pure entertainments they provided.. (kinda reminds me of the ch5's new slogan "entertaining you always"..haha..) which were so effective they eventually killed my insomnia.. and of coz jy.. for everything..
before i start.. i need to admit something.. i failed to go for classes.. haha..
met up with ss n jere in the day.. sorry ss.. kq was dabian-ing.. cant blame him.. haha..
went partyworld after our lunch in school.. thank your for all the songs your dian-ed.. =.=" nabei.. haha!!
went home after that.. bathed..changed.. and out again..
met up with malcolm and jody at 9.35pm.. we were supposed to meet at 9pm.. even geraldine and rachel came earlier.. and i werent even meeting them.. tsk tsk.. =.="
i have learned not to expect too much from some people..
anyway.. jiakhee rushed over from toa payoh?.. then came the other peeps.. got abit boring after awhile.. we were at mcdonalds staring at each other.. so jk rach n i went off..
hmm.. shouldnt it be one and a half? one half is only 0.5 what..
nevertheless.. thank you ppl again.. got gan dong dao..
BYE!!
ps: anyone who wants to go out can look for me..i will be free everyday.. =D
