(Breakups are like ulcers....) Tuesday, July 17, 2007
MFS solo-presentation is finally over.... OH YES!! its been delayed for 7weeks (teacher got sick, CommonTests week, SARS excercise, etc.) imagine that. tsk. nevertheless its gone and it wont come back..
though i didnt get the grade i had expected. but its ok. im still happy.
i got a B.
you know the weather is so freaking hot these days im surprised there hasnt been any reports on ppl getting heat strokes. its really soooo HOT + STUFFY + HUMID + whatever. feels like im in india sometimes. haha.
and the worst part is. i really hate perspiring. it makes me feel "YUCK!!"
ESPECIALLY when im wearing formal.
.fcuk.
i will feel sticky all over and i will get more self-conscious than i usually am. tsk.
i do NOT have BO ok! i just hate feeling dirty. haha.
alright, i dunno whats making me say this.. but i firmly believe that when you are taking photos of yrself. there will definitely be this 'pose' that you will look good in. no matter how -erm- you may look in real life. so the pic of yr eye candy you see on friendster, might just be a deception. like almost everything else. unreal. fake.
oh. just now, i cabbed home with Rachel and Matthew (new friend) after presentation. the driver, he told us he stayed in the states for 3years. and he was telling us how different it is. the way westerners and Asians date.
for Asians, everything is perfect during courtship. but after the couple gets together/married. they wouldnt bother to dress up nicely and all.
whereas for angmohs, he said, the ladies will dress like its their first date even when they are at home waiting for their husbands to get home from work.
just makes me wonder how very different homo sapiens treat the ppl they love.
THE EXAMS ARE COMING!! muahaha!!
(didnt mean to bring your back to reality in such a cruel fashion but didnt they say the truth always hurts.) anyway. im going to get my engines rolling reallll soon. yes damn kiasu right. muahaha. new me = new policies.
while im on this topic. i will like to announce, to anyone who knows and/or cares, that i am no longer a saddict. I QUIT IM THROUGH WITH IT. or rather, THEM. muahaha. damn im good. i did something my dad failed to do for what? 35years? ok maybe its becoz i havent totally (as audrey put it) sank into the 'dark side' yet. haha.
i deleted the previous post since youtube has deleted the vids. so i see no point not deleting. heres one that wont get deleted.
but kanna cut. lol. dont blame me ar. i didnt do it alright.
ok. bedtime.
~bYe~
(....unbearable....) (....but when you wake up one day....) (....you will realise that it wont hurt anymore...) (...thats when you know you have 'moved on'....)
