"dream like i will live forever and live like i will die tmr"
Monday, January 21, 2008
Woooo!
Look whos backkkk....
ITS ME ME ME ME!
hahahaha.
so kuku.
=X
damn.
i nearly forgot my pw lah.
and theres 2 conclusions i can draw:
its either im getting old or its been a long time since im here.
hmm.
personally, i think the latter seems more likely.
haha.
dont laugh too loud ok!
dont forget you are ard my age as well.
so if IM OLD....
*smiles in a sly manner*
and im born in October....
*smiles in a very sly manner*
ok. cut the nonsense.
so. why the lack of updates?
do you really Need to ask?
IM LAZY LAH. not.
(really!)
PROJECTS lah.
sucks know.
and like i said before.
its not my fault i didnt start early.
anyway.
i felt i have learnt alot of stuffs this sem.
project-wise.
for the past 5 semesters.
its always kailin or michelle (or some other INSPIRATIONAL figures) leading and organising the grp, splitting the jobs and all.
but this time round..
DAMMIT MAN
Jody Ong - Liao.
Berica Chong - Good game.
(yeah well. i dont have a pic of her that looks funny)
DONT get me wrong.
they did their parts well ok.
(i cant believe im saying this)
but they are damn blur abt projects lah.
dunno whens the deadline.
dunno whats graded.
OH. and theres Herman.
hahahaha.
tsktsk.
but nevertheless good job boys and girls.
=D
its always funny to look back at moments where you are frantic abt meeting deadlines.
dont you think?
haha.
anyway.
on a more serious note.
i have given it a thought.
and i reckoned that certain choices i have made in the recent past was (you cant say its wrong) not very right.
i should/shouldnt have done stuffs that is right/wrong.
but due to being playful....
oh well....
and i have accepted the "fact" that im a bad boy.
or at least,
not as good as you think i am.
(or rather not as good as i thought i was)
and bad boys like me shouldnt do things that will affect/contaminate good/nice people.
so i told myself i wouldnt.
i hope my decision is right this time round.
please be right.
sometimes i feel real bad when i compare myself with ABCD.
you know its like..
"wah lau. so guai."
and i will feel....
feel..
whats the english word for "zi bei"?
self-belittling?
nvm. yr know what i mean.
anyway.
i will trying distancing myself.
ok wrong word.
i will..
create a barrier.
no.
i will..
erm..
ok nvm.
what im trying to say is:
i will sleep and wake with a smile on my face every night and day.
i learnt alot from the past few weeks.
"i wont and i will"
i will bear this in mind.
i will accept whatever nonsense thats thrown at me.
"dream like i will live forever and live like i will die tmr"
alright. in case you are clueless.
(and im pretty sure you are)
the above "riddle" has no answer.
and its a mean for me to "speak up" the stuff that has been bothering me for quite awhile now.
WOOOO!
back to (the more popular) nonsense channel.
people.
this is a serious question:
whats the proper name for gold?
as in the gold you can find in yr noses?
you know, bi sai?
someone check it out for me Pleaseeee...
oh yeah.
last saturday-19th.
i lost my wallet.
(you know, the furry one?)
i reckoned i must have dropped it at the train station's card-tapping area.
so i RAN back (i was already home when i realised) to make a report.
and expectedly, it wasnt there.
=(
i went back home and my mum told me i had to make a police report.
i said ok..
and went out again.
AND the following scene is....
So-Dramatic-You-Would-Have-Thought-This-Is-Only-Possible-In-
Titanic 2..
So-Unbelievable-You-Will-Rather-Detach-Your-Arms-Than-Believe-It..
So-Shocking-You-Will-Pee-In-Yr-Pants.
a foreign worker (commonly termed: "
bangala") walked towards me with my wallet in his hands.
i checked and everything was inside:
my debit card.
my ic.
my ngee ann cards.
and even my GV popcorn card
(hahahaha. i feel so embarrassed now.)
oh and my cash.
T.T
gan dong dao....
i thanked him about 11times.
and gave him some money.
(he climbed the stairs up btw)
its not everyone of them thats stupid/bad/unethical ok.
that dude was smart alright.
im pretty sure some of yr are wondering how he knows where i stay.
(im not saying you are dumb, of course)
i deduced that he must have checked my ic for my address.
in any case he was honest enough not to have pocketed it.
im sure MOST Singaporeans will probably go: "wah. this must be my lucky day."
and go buy TOTO AND 4D with the money inside; MY money
so.
i have made a resolution to never mock them again.
EVER.
=D
ok. back to the project thingy i was talking abt.
i feel that the recent erm..
project Ordeal we suffered,
has made me feel a sense of pride for my work i have never felt before.
haha.
ok. i dunno if you know the emotion (haha) im talking abt here.
but man it feels good..
in fact its..
DAMN SONG LAHHHH
=D
so thank you jody, berica and natasha.
and not for the first time.
i feel like a wise old man reminiscencing abt what he had learned in his last 80years..
not that i want to live until that age of course.
i want to die slightly later than my wife. if only i can choose.
-bYe-
so sorry tsehwee.
6:30 pm
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